I wish you could kiss me goodnight...

...and good morning, good afternoon, & just because.

Happy 5 Year Anniversary, Sir. Here's to hoping to grow fat and old with you.

Maybe tomorrow...

Your strong arms, steady breathing, your scent, your warmth. I miss waking up next to you. I miss being dressed up for no reason and going out on dates with you. I miss cuddling on the couch, watching movies with you. I miss taking drives with you in your car. I miss holding your hand. I miss your smile. I miss everything about you. There's a million other reasons, and I'm sure you have a pretty good (portable moleskin) idea of how much.

I know that I'm supposed to post kinky things, and things that turn me and Sir on. But today, I'm just feeling a little depressed about it, and not in a very kinky mood. I'm sure tomorrow, I'll be ok and remember that this is just temporary; and that mine and Sir's relationship is definitely something worth waiting for/hanging on to. I am Sir's pet, but I'm also a woman and sometimes I tend to get a little mushy. And I hope that's ok too because when you love someone, I should be able to be as weird/embarrassing as I want and he still has to love me. Today, I just want to post about this. There's always tomorrow...