Say Please.

"Look at me, pet." Sir said.

I couldn't bring myself to do so. Head down with the chain of the nipple clamps grasped tightly between my teeth, hands cuffed together, kneeling in front of Sir, I couldn't do it. I didn't want to give him the satisfaction. Earlier today he had me get on all fours, butt plug in place as he gave me a good flogging with our new riding crop. Now I was sitting on the balls of my feet and could feel the welts on my ass which I was more than sure was still bright cherry pink. Just the shade Sir liked my ass to be after a good spanking/ flogging. Thankfully or not so thankfully, Sir removed the plug, simply to replace it with these nipple clamps. I'm glad at least it wasn't both at this moment. After that, I definitely didn't want to raise my head up and look at him. I didn't want to admit that I had been turned on since then, and I didn't want to admit it to him now either.

"I want you to crawl towards our nightstand and get the Hitachi and plug it in. Remember, don't drop your chain, pet. If you do, I will leave you here kneeling in our bedroom, unable to come." As carefully as I could, head still down I crawl slowly towards our bed, teeth firmly clamped down on the chain. I try to stand briefly to pull it out of the drawer, bring it back, plug it in, trying very hard not to tug on my overly sensitive nipples. All the while, I know embarrassingly, his eyes are still watching me the entire time.

When he orders it, I turn it on and hold it towards my pussy. I've always thought that Hitachis have always been too intense for me to handle but if it was the only way that Sir was going to let me come, I'd take it. It had not even been a minute yet and my pussy was already dripping. I'm whimpering and squirming, trying my hardest not to move around too much, especially my head as the clamps swung around, a painful reminder. But I was getting hot, and wet, and so turned on as time went on. And just like that, Sir instructed me to turn the wand off. I was so close to coming it wasn't even fair.

"Had enough, pet?" Sir asked. My cunt throbbed so badly; My whole body felt warm, my nipples sore, I finally swallowed my pride and did as he originally asked hours ago. I looked up at him, straight in the eye, and said "Yes, sir." as best as I could. This action tugged at my nipples as I winced in pain. I saw him smirk in satisfaction. "You can let the chain go, but I want you to play with yourself as I take these clamps off for you. No coming without my permission, pet." He looks at me, I know that he's waiting for me to make the first move...I let the chain drop from my mouth and start crawling back towards the bed. When we get there, Sir decides to sit behind me, back against the headboard and I sit in front of him. Slowly, I move my hand towards my pussy. He kisses my forehead softly, removing my cuffs first. When he removes the first nipple clamp, I whimper. He touches my overly sensitive nipples softly and I wince. "Aren't you glad at least one clamp is off, pet?" I nod silently, eyes closed, stroking my already wet cunt more turned on and humiliated than ever that I was completely exposed, practically naked while he was still fully clothed.

"You don't seem very thankfully. If you'd like, I can put it back on for a little while longer and see how you feel later." Sir said. "No sir. Thank you, sir." I manage to gasp. At this point, my legs were shaking, head swimming. I didn't know whether to focus on the pain or pleasure. Heat radiated throughout my body. "Tell me how wet you are and how badly you want to come, pet."Sir said, his one hand joining mine to see how wet I really was.

I'm soaked, Sir. Please, please let me come." I say. In my opinion, it didn't matter what I said because at that point, there was no denying it. But I knew the real reason he asked was because it was all part of trying to break me down. I was stroking faster, my hips bucking towards fingers, his or mine. One nipple still clamped, Sir's other hand was playing with the nipple that he just released from the clamps; almost inqusitively as if he wasn't quite sure whether he was going to let me come during this session or not. My breathing was short and swift, I'm so close... then all I hear is Sir counting. We'd done this before. I'd never been so anxious for him to reach 1:

10...9..8..7...6...5..4...3.......2.......

Happy Birthday, Sir!!!!!

Today is Sir's birthday but since he's not here, I figured that I would update with a photo of wax play and blog about my last time with sir.

"Wear something sexy and have your toys with you, pet." That was the e-mail from sir. I wasn't sure what I'd be expecting this time. Sir has asked me on several occasions to masterbate in front of him but never with my toys. I was anxious, nervous, and excited to see what sir would ask of me. Obediently, I got dressed into my black corset, thong, fishnet stockings, and collar and waited for his call. He inspected me from every angle as he had done last time. When he was satisfied, he asked me what toys I had with me. I told him my butt plug, clothes pins, my vibrator, and since my rope or my cuffs hadn't come in yet, I had a few ties lying around.

"I want you to play with yourself with one hand and to put your butt plug in with the other." he instructed. I hesitated for a moment because it has just been recently that sir and I have tried anal ANYTHING and here he was asking me to insert my plug myself. Not really wanting to disobey sir, I did as I was told. "Good girl." sir said. "Now, I want you to put the pins on your nipples and to blindfold yourself." Now I really had to protest. As I clipped one pin on a nipple, I begged sir to remove it. I think the pin hurt more than it actually did because this was the first time that I was doing this to myself. I was scared and nervous that I was doing it wrong because usually, toys like this are used when sir is around. Now, as well as for awhile, I am going to have to get used to pinning, pinching, etc. without sir. Sir said in reply, "Pet, if you don't do as I say, I will find other places for you to pin those." Needless to say, the pins stayed. Blindfolded and pinned, I leaned back. I spread my legs widely for him and began to tease my already dripping pussy with my vibrator on low.

I heard sir chuckle to himself upon seeing how much I was enjoying myself. Perhaps I was enjoying myself too much for sir's liking because he asked me, "How would you feel if I told you that I wasn't going to allow you to come tonight, pet?" I froze. I do enjoy it when sir is cruel to me but I sincerely hoped that this time he wasn't being serious. I had done my assignments as sir instructed and it had been about 5 days since I was allowed to come. I shoke my head and begged him to allow me to come that night. Sir said, "Alright pet, you may. So long as you tell me what you're thinking about while you're touching yourself and to ask me for permission just as you are about to come."

"Yes sir." I replied as I told him that while still blindfolded, I imagined sir biting my lip as he pulled my hair roughly. Clamps on my nipples with weights attached to them. Hands tied behind my back as sir rams his cock deeper and deeper into my dripping wet cunt until I cried out in pain and pleasure. God, I was so horny and desperate to come because on top of not being able to come for awhile, sir instructed that I turn my vibrator on to high as I told him what I was fantasizing about. Whenever I beg sir for my orgasm, I feel like a wanton, dirty little slut. I can't even pretend to be an expert at looking sexy because at that point, I didn't care what I looked like. I would do just anything for sir to allow me my orgasm. Gasping and panting was all that I could muster. I begged and begged him again and again, until finally, he let me come. I have to admit that that was one of the most intense orgasms that I've inflicted upon myself with sir. I had almost forgotten what it felt like to be blindfolded while coming.

Playing with sir on the cam is fun. :] On a side note, my rope and cuffs should be arriving soon! *Sir has most of the bondage stuff with him, but you can never have too much rope, and it doesn't hurt to own more than one pair of cuffs, anyways* And I'm happy to say that our long distance d/s relationship is going well. I can't believe that it's been 4 yrs. that we've been together and this is the first birthday that he and I are not celebrating in a naked, drunken, taggled mess together. :[ Ah, well.

Happy Birthday to my wonderful and sexy sir! I love you! <3